What's my view about religion?

Religion

There are a lot of meanings included in this word. For me, someone who has religion, it means who believes of god. My family is not line of believe in religion. Therefore, I ever think that god look at me and save me and everything for me.

Last Friday, I participated in the Christian club called “worship night”. This was the first time for me to see a clue, persons who believe god deeply. We sang songs of god, and thought of god and believed of god. For me, this was a new world that I never step in it. It was hard for me to think about go with believe in deeply. All songs were for god, and the whole time believers thanked for god. I envied them for believing someone deeply. It is because very nice for religious people fells unwavering trust. I always believe whoever says their opinion with persuasion, and then it became what I am a trust. From this experience, I felt there are many people in the world, and the all people must have a different idea each other. However, there are people who trust in the same article. I could not believe in god deeply, but I felt that to trust for someone or something is very admirable act when you lost in your way. It is because they will adjust in your way to right place.

What does "love" mean to me?

"Love"

To explain about “LOVE” is difficult for me. So I am going to list words and sentences up that I came up in my mind.

Open a heart.

Have a strong power more than “like”.

Beautiful.

Forever.

Cannot change to the other thing.

Need.

Sad.

Confusion.

Red.

Peace.

All people must “LOVE” someone. At the same time, everyone is loved by someone. In this world, there are brimming with lots of “LOVE”. It is just four letters, not suitable for persuasion to express my feeling. However, “LOVE” is possible to tell how much you fell for a person you want to say. “LOVE” make us peace.

who is my favorite model?         

     My favorite model is Jessica Alba. She is the top model and actor in the United States. She is 31 years old, and has two babies. However she is very sexy and beautiful. I like her very much. Her fashion style is pretty fancy. Even her face is younger than her age; she looks adult with her nice cloths. It is hard for me to select clothes by whether, hair, face and so on. However she knows the condition where she is now. Whenever I see her, I always think I want to be like her. Therefore I study her fashion style, and buy clothes something similar with her clothes. I understand I am not Jessica, and cannot be perfect like her. However, I love to seeing her magazine and facebook, then manipulate with her fashion coordinate.

What do I hate more than anything?

 

 

 

This is what I hate. I do not like rushing by something. Since I was a little, my mother said I am spending time leisurely every time. This is me, and I do not want to change a person who is always rushing. However, sometimes I have to rushing during I take a test. There is time limit taking a test. I always take whole time that teacher specified for taking test. Therefore When I take a test, always spend a physical strength twice as every day. Sometimes, someone says I have finished a test just 10 minutes. For me, there is only few times that I finished something 1/2 time of teacher is specified. One of my friend, she always start a report a day before due day with staying up all night. For me, it is impossible to finish up everything only one night. I never get a good grate when I completed something only one night. It is because I am desperate to finish up the report, not focus on contents. In addition I have to turn in the paper with some mistakes and it is superficial. An irony, I could not finish up something if there is no limit. I do not start a report until a teacher tells me a due day. Therefore I hate rushing to do something, but I need a limit to finish up for something.

What is happiness to me?

 

 

              “Happiness” is very abstraction word, and there is no answer how to get happiness. Nobody must not estimate other people how much they are happy. It is depend on the people. There are huge numbers of rich people in the world. In the other hand, a lot of wealth people also live in this world. It is not true, all persons feel happy if they have amount of money. In addition, it is an inaccurate that all of poor people are unhappy. The number one “Gross National Happiness” world is in Bhutan. The data of national census about happiness, 45.1%of nations answered “ I am very happy”, and then 51.6%of people say “I am happy”. Comparison of GDP as Japan, a person of GDP is 14 hundred million dollars in Bhutan. For Japan, a person of GDP is 212 hundred dollars for an average of Japanese.     

              When I visited to Indonesia, I met a lot of poor people who do not have enough food. I was hard to realize about their smiling face if they did not take sustainable life. A n old woman was sitting under the blue vinyl sheet, and watched TV which she found it somewhere. She was smiling while she was watching TV.

              I did not want to comparison with other people of my happiness. However I realize my happiness when I compared to others such I did in Indonesia. I must not decide who happiness is and who is not; because it is depend on the person. When I saw the woman in Indonesia who stays in vinyl sheet, I realized I am happiness. Unfortunately I did not understand how happy I could eat enough food as much as I want, buy clothes as much as I want, studying as much as I want, talk with my friends and family as much as I want and so on.

              There is no answer on this question. And also hard to explain what is happiness to me. One thing that I could say about happy. When I feel happy, I am happy. Happiness cannot express by one word.   

What are my greatest strengths and weakness?

          First of all, I am not a perfect person and always struggle for everything that I do. Therefore finding my strengths was hard for me to think more than thinking of my weakness.

Weakness: hard to remember someone’s name

      I am not good at remember someone’s name. Start something new, I always meet new people such as entrance the university, belong to the club. Actually I am not bad for remember faces of new persons, therefore a lot of people, I remember where I met them. I know a face, and remember where I met them, so really want to call them, and talk to them again not done with only once. When they walk somewhere the distance near from me, I can be able to say just “hey” for them. It is possible to pretend I know them. However if there are more than 5m distance between us, I have to act calling someone who I want to talk with. The most confused name is that order is similar, but not exactly the same. All people have name, it is identity for everyone. Making mistake name is rude that might be hart for someone. If there is a knack to solve it, I would like to know and try for new people.

Strength: active person, curiosity

There are terrifyingly curious matters in the world. Curious buildings, people, history, scenery make stimulated me every day in my life. I meet new things every day even I spend time only in ICU site for three days. I like time when I walk outside with my friends, and enjoy seeing scenery, because each friend have each different opinion that focus on different attention as me. I have only one point of view. Therefore those opinions are very new for me and interested to know. One thing that I have to careful, have less interested something that I am totally uninterested matters.

I would like to improve my strength more, and get some good resolve for weakness, then have to act politely.

My memory of an event   

      

     My memory of an event. Last week, there was dorm vaudeville. All dorms were an enthusiasm for the day. Because we did pretty hard on this, we would get a prize that is useful material for living in dorm. And we have a good chance to know each person’s character. The main people are 16 students and 15 students. For my dorm, 15 students made up the story following by an theme which is Anpanman this year. In fact the story was our dorm original, therefore little different as original Anpanman story. I entered 4th woman’s dorm since this month. So I performed with 16 students, did not thinking and made up the story with 15 students. Anyway, I was in the role of Rollpanna. Her character was similar as melonpanna who is melon bread in Anpanman. Two of them are missing something. Therefore some flowers on their head every time. They always keep saying “あれー”, “うーん” peculiar. Then my role was to give some advice to breads who had a very low spirits on their identity.

This is the picture of my dorm members who performed Anpanman.

This is Rollpanna.

We started to practice for a month, three or four times a week. While the practice, I felt long practice; however, after done with practice, I feel the time passed really fast. For our dorm, got dance prize and takoyaki machine. We consider to plane for having takoyaki party. This was my first memorial event that I have shared with my dorm mates. From this event, I renewed to think, cooperation and enthusiasm for one thing with many people that make grown up people.

If I had a billion yen, What would I use it for?

If I have a billion yen, I would use it for trip go around the world. I love seeing something I never seen and different as Japan. I think it might be a big difference only reading a book about other countries and go there, and look with my eyes. It is exactly express a proverb " seeing is believing".  It is true, because there are a lot of reputation and sometimes media express about other countries an exaggeration. I would like to see and get by my side that stand on the same field with the country where I go. I might have a good experinece that I can not be able to tell by camera.

On the way to go around the world, I would like to meet people as much as I can. Then I will donate some money for people who is starveling by some reasons, such as a family problem, a government problem and so on.

If I had a billion yen, I would like to use for myself, and also be useful for other people who needs support.